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| 10:42am 03/07/2004 |
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It was bound to happen sometime after all the chaos I went through...Now with Shawn dead and..-sighs- Everything just went wrong when I had this journal open for everyone.
[EDIT] 10:42
Retarded me forgot to put the link to everything in..
http://www.livejournal.com/~crimsonbl33ding |
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| 05:56pm 29/06/2004 |
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mood:  hopeful music: -goes off to find music-
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( J-ROCK OWNZ U! )
( Survey...again..stolen from Alyssa this time )
Hm.. Other than that I've been extremly bored today. I went to Tiffany's ate and nothing else happened. I obciously need a life. I'm hoping to go to Josh's tommorrow. Yum. That thought just makes me shiver with joy. I miss him. I havnt seen him since yesterday. |
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| 12:32pm 28/06/2004 |
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mood: amused music: God is a Girl
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98% of the teenage population does/has tried pot. If you're part of the 2% who hasn't, copy this in your journal.
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W3ll, I havn't y3t.
-still needs to get high and watch Jackass.- I'm going to leave it up to Josh whether or not I smoke.
Me: "I need to get stoned.."
Josh: "You'd be hilarious stoned, You'd all be laughing at everything"
Me: "..I know."
Josh: "I'd say ballz and you'd laugh.. it'd all be ballz... and you'd crack up.. ballz"
Me: -is giggling like crazy- "Shut up!"
Josh: "See, you're sober and you're laughing."
^Our convo while waiting for the bus to pick me up the other day.
Other than that, I went to a shitty DDR tournament Saturday. It was so boring I didn't even stay to see who won. So I used my paycheck(Read: 100 dollaz gone in one day!) to buy some stupid shit like:
What I bought at Hot Topic:
--My nifty hat
--A pin that says, "Take me home"
--A William Hung sticker
--A cute Pirate thong
--A Happy Bunny, "Not Listening" thong.
What I bought at Spencers:
--Gummi Penises
--A "Bad Girl's little black book" phone book.
What I bought at Clair's:
--Talking Happy Bunny plushie
--Nifty little box thingy
What I bought at various other stores:
--A small "French silk pie" bllizard
--A bookmark that sayz "Git 'r' dun"
--$2.00 worth in DDR
--Rented The Labyrinth, Cabin Fever, and Duplex.
Out of 119 dollaz. I have about 7 left. I'm screwed.
dancexsquad: rar
MysteriousDay: My job fucking rox
dancexsquad: What is it?
MysteriousDay: I work at Dairy Queen(it's an ice cream shop here in the US, just in case youi don't have them up there)
MysteriousDay: And some one came up to me yesterday and asked if we sold ice cream, I wanted to slap em. It was funny!
MysteriousDay: MysteriousDay: I work at Dairy Queen(it's an ice cream shop here in the US, just in case youi don't have them up there)
MysteriousDay: And some one came up to me yesterday and asked if we sold ice cream, I wanted to slap em. It was funny!
MysteriousDay: Do you have DQ's in Canada?
dancexsquad: YES
MysteriousDay: Lol.
MysteriousDay: xD
MysteriousDay: -stupid-
dancexsquad: mhmm
MysteriousDay: I love working there, cuz the shop I work at doesn't sell the food, only the deserts. So I never have to work around fire, cept when we make the carmel corn.
dancexsquad: og
dancexsquad: *oh
dancexsquad: I dont have a job
MysteriousDay: You should get one.
dancexsquad: I tried
dancexsquad: I applied to 20 different places
MysteriousDay: Work at DQ! ^_^
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| 03:50pm 25/06/2004 |
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MY GOD! I HAVE AN ICON
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| 03:23pm 25/06/2004 |
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mood: happy
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More shit stole from Lyss! ;D You betta fill it out!!
I __________ Sammy.
Sammy is ________.
I think Sammy should ________.
Sammy needs _________.
I want to___________ Sammy.
Sammy thinks a lot about ___________.
When i think of Sammy, I think of __________.
I want Sammy to __________ me.
_______ reminds me of Sammy.
If i were alone in a room with Sammy i would ___________.
Sammy reminds me of ___________.
I think of Sammy when ___________.
If i could describe Sammy in a word: _____________.
Sammy will never ____________.
Sammy can _________ my ___________.
I _________ Sammy because ___________.
I hope Sammy never ________.
If ya wanna take this thingie than just change my name with yours <3.
Other than that I have a lesson for the day:
Do not try to deep throat a cock that is much to big for your tiny mouth. |
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| 03:11pm 25/06/2004 |
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mood:  artistic
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For those of you who need to get a hold of me:
I'm off this Saturday so you won't be able to find me at DQ. Tommorrow I will be in a DDR tournament. Well, not in but watching. If you need to find me I shall be in the arcade of the Huntington Mall of Barboursville at 12:00.
Thank you. |
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| Taken from Alyysa again.. with love! |
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| 01:46pm 24/06/2004 |
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mood:  bitchy
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A - Age: 15
B - Band listening to right now: No musick
C - Career in future: Lawyer/Manga-ka
D - Dad's name: Jose
E - Easiest person to talk to: Karshara. Or Saad when he harasses me cuz he doesn't listen and its fun to get my anger out that way =P
F - Favourite song at the moment: Hoobastank - The Reason & Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit <3
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Gummy worms =D
I - Instruments: I play the Piano and the Clarinet.. But I love the guitar
J - Job title: xD Worker at Dairy Queen! XD!!!
K - Kids: I want 2..
L - Longest car ride ever: The time we drove to move from tx to vegas
M - Mum's name: Laura
N - Number of siblings: 1 half gay brother and 1 half sister.
O - Oldest sibling: Nick.. the gay half brother!
P - Phobia[s]: Isolophobia(being alone),Virginitiphobia(being raped),Tropophobia(change),Acarophobia(bugs)
Q - Quote you like: "There are no fairy tales. Love does not exist and noone will live happily ever after"
R - Reason to smile: Josh..
S - Song you sang last: Dam Dariam on DDR.. or was it Cowgirl
T - Time you wake up: Today.. it was..10
U - Unknown fact about me: Lets see.. one I can tell.. I've always secretly dreamed of being a guy
V - Vegetable you hate: Spinach
W - Worst habit: Procrastinating
X - X-rays you've had: That one time.. when i recked..
Y - Yummy food: Food
Z - Zodiac sign: Scorpio. |
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| 12:51pm 24/06/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative
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Taken from
Alyssa's Journal Who probably stole it from someone else! ;D
name | Samantha Jean Lopez
-screen name | MysteriousDay but that is linked to RKirbysGurl @_@
-birthday | Nov. 21, 1988
-born in | NYC, NY, USA
-age | 15
-nationality | Puerto Rican~! Ph33r my gay ness
-astrological sign | Scorpio but I share traits of Sag
-location | Hunt., WV, USA
-eye color | Dark brown
-height | 5' exact.
-love is | .. nonexistant in me
-if I could see one person right now it would be | Josh.. or Ashley and Justin so I could hurry up and leave!!!
-I’m afraid of | Rejection and lonliness.
|Have you ever|
-pictured your crush nakie? | >). Not only pictured. But I've seen my BF nakie
-actually seen your crush nakie? | Oh. XD Perhaps I should read ahead
-been in love? | Nonexistant
-said I love you and meant it? | See above
-cried when someone died? | Shawn. I almost threw myself over the bridge at school. It freaked everyone out. u.u.. But 5 minutes later I was making out in Kirby's lap. >O
-lied? | >>..
-smoked? | No. And I probably never will.. no. I have to be high next time I see Jackass just for the hell of it.
-drank? | Yep. *coughcoughcough* I AM NOT AN ALCOHOLIC JOSH!
-cheated on someone? | Yes. Sadly enough. I have to admit the truth..
-fallen for your best friend? | Yes.
-made out with just a friend? | xD It was spin the bottle! And To make it worse it was with the guy I consider my big brother!
-rejected someone? | Only a million times.
-used someone? | Yes >)
-been used? | Yes.. Sadly and that's why I used Kirby back!
-been cheated on? | -cries- HE WAS CHEATING ON ME WITH LAMAR! THE OTHER BI GUY I WOULD OF BEEN HOOKED UP WITH IF KIRB HADN'T OF BEEN FOUND FIRST!
-been kissed? | -whines- I miss the softness of Josh's lips.
-done something you regret? | Hai...
|Favorite|
-food? | Those Japanese Noodles!
-fruit? | Banana's and strawberries!
-color? | Blackers and green
-numbers? | 6971 and the number 9!
-animal? | Fox.
-soda? | Soda makes me extemly sick.. But.. Mt. Dew Livewire rocks ass.
-room? | Josh's Bedroom. It's all.. cool cuz he has a bed in the corner and a couch and a chair and a tv with digital cable.
|Do You|
-habla espanol? Huh? Me only speakies Engelishie.
-color your hair? | -points at the now faded rusty streaks in her hair- They were Fushia!
-write in cursive or print? | Bubbly Print that noone can read!
-sleep with stuffed animals?| -picks up the Saad-doggy and cuddles with it-
-have a boy friend? | Josh! =) <3<3<3
-have a girlfriend? | I could if I wanted to
-like cleaning? | Not normaly, sometimes I get in the mood to clean though.. (Same herew Lyss. Why erase a good answer!?)
-have any piercing? | Used to have eyebrow but now its just ears.
-drink/smoke? | Yes/no
-swear a lot? | Yes. Esspecially that one day at the arcade when we played ddr. that was funneh. We had security called on us.
-like watching sunrises or sunset? | Sunset
-believe in God? | Dunno.
-pray? | I DID THAT ONE DAY! AND ASKED GOD THAT IF IT WAS MEANT TO BE FOR ME AND JOSH SEXUALLY FOR ME TO STOP MY PERIOD! AND I DID!!! THE NEXT DAY!! IT WAS A MIRACLE! =D AND I HAD FUN AT HIS HOUSE TOO!
-go to church? | When I can. I want to this sunday but my foster momma is like.. predjidice about mormons and black people and I'm both. X3
-believe in witches? | -points at self-
-have secrets? | MMhm.
-have a best friend? | Yeppers! 'Lyssa and Mandies and Karshara and Corey.
-like your own handwriting? | GAH!!
|Are you|
-obsessive? | Yes. But as Karshara said, "Obsession is 99% love."
-able to live without the computer? |Yes. I have a life!
-bored? | Hurry up hobos!
-happy? | Somewhat.
-missing someone? | -sighs- I just saw him yesterday. I just made love to him the day before.. Yet.. I can't seem to go a day without him. I wish I had money to go to the mall and harass him.
-confused? | Yes. About my feelings for Josh.
-tired? | No. I was yesterday. I got up, went to work, got off at 6 and floppe don my bed with work clothes on and slept till 10 this morning
-mad? | Disappointed.
-sleepy? | No.
|Do You Ever|
-stay on waiting for someone special to IM you? | Used too.
-save aol/aim conversations? | Used too.
-wish you were a member of the opposite ? | Sometimes.
|Who was the last person who|
-you talked to on the phone? | Justin Smith. Trying to get him to meet me somewhere with his Sister and Angel.
-you instant messaged? | Mia.
-instant messaged you? | That would be yesterday. Shinze! Canadians roxer! -edits two minutes later- Wait.. Erica just IMed me,
-sent you an e-mail? | Lemme check.. If I remember right.. it was Thomi... Okay.. N/m.. It was Alyssa..actually livejournal xD.. But a REAL Email was Kayla
-you laughed with? | Josh.
-slept in your bed? | Me...
-you shared a drink with? | Josh.
-you went to the movies with? | -thinks hard- Josh
-yelled at you? | Josh..but it was playfully. For atttemoting to wake him up early
-you called? | Justin.
-you kicked? | Hm.. 'Shara
-you saw? | -look look- THAT DUDE I DONT KNOW!
|What is|
-your most over used phrase on aim? | "lol" "xD" "RP"
-the first thing you thought of when you woke up | "Hm..Josh..."
-the best name for a butler? | Butler.
-the wussiest sport? | Dunno
-your best feature? | -looks at breasts- They're just so big.
-your bedtime? | Supposed to be 10. But it depends when I'm tired
-your greatest accomplishment? | One of them would be Actually getting a decent boyfriend. The other would be..Getting that scholorship in Ohio. That I kindly turned down because I WANT to go to Marshall.
|In the future|
-what is the age you hope to get married? | If I get married it's only going to be for like 2 weeks.! xD
-number and names of kids? | 2.. Kieran Rave Snyder (Just for good ol sake's I put Josh's last name) and Alexandria Nichole Elisa Snyder
-where do you see yourself at age 20? | Marshall, living with Corey at the Upperclassman Suites. xD
-what are you career plans? | Lawyer by day/ Dominatrix by night and inbetween..actually right now...Mangaka (Me and Shara found a printing company)
-someplace you like to visit? | Japan, Britian, Canada
|What are your opinions of the opposite |
I like Josh. Everyone else can just die
-best eye color? | Green with gold specks in the middle.. or.. Josh's blue.. -swoons- I notcied how pretty they were yesterday when we were riding the bus together and I was resting on his chest.
-best hair color? | Brunette.
-short or long hair? | Shoulder length. But trying to get Joh to grow it out there is like trying to get Corey on a diet. It aint happening
-best height? | Josh's.. which is about 6'
-best weight? | Don't matter. I think josh is about 180...
-best first kiss location? | In front of your house.
-what do you notice first? | Eyes. But with Josh it was honestly how nice he was and what perfect timing it was that I met him
-worst question to ask them? | "You missed the strawberry between her legs, didn't you?" Don't ask. I should of rephrased it better. But.. I ask a wrong phrased question and I got a perverted answer.
|Last time|
-you went out of state? | Yesterday. We accidently turned on the wrong bridge.
-you were outside? | Today.
-you had a snowball fight? | Last winter.
-you were listening to music? | This morning..because I keep it on the low. (realy bad pun to what song I was listening too)
-you were on the internet? | -_-
-you ate? | Yesterday.. some popcorn. -not a pig-
-you drank? | About.. 3 hours ago.. Some apple juice
-you jumped in front of a moving` car? | xD TODAY! WHEN I WAS CROSSING THE STREET TO GET TO AMES!
-you watched TV? | Yesterday Morning.
-you cried? | Yesterday Night, when I thought about how fucked up everything is and how they're locking me up when the best thing that could possible come into my life did(Josh).
|Other|
-how many pplz are on your buddylist? | 190.
-what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? |Emotional..
-what do you wear to bed? | Yesterday my work clothes. I just passed out, thinking about Josh but normally It's my Night gown
-when’s the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? | A couple of nights ago.
-have you ever played ouija board? | Yes.
-how many rings before you pick up the phone? | Dun count.
-how many schools have you gone to | Too many.
-say one last thing | "I don't know what's worth fighting for;Or why I have to scream;I don't know why I instigate;
And say what I don't mean;I don't know how I got this way; I know it's not alright; So I'm breaking the habit; Tonight" --LinkinPark - Breaking the Habit (My theme song) |
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| 12:30pm 24/06/2004 |
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mood: accomplished music: DDR - Cowgirl
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xD Lookies at my sex skillz. Did I really suck that badly with Josh?
@_@... I WILL NOT!
At LEast I'll meet my dream man.
Thats much better ^_^
ROCK THE FUCK ON!! ^.~
What remains is what wasn't scurred out of me by Kirby.
I can.. get money? o_o
>P
Comic book carrying Zombie. ROCK ON!
I FUCKING ROCK! |
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| 12:22pm 24/06/2004 |
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Erm. Hi. Waiting for the Smiths, unfornutently |
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| 07:04pm 22/06/2004 |
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mood: content music: DDR- Dam Dariam
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| How to make a DeathlessRaving |
Ingredients:
1 part pride
3 parts silliness
5 parts ego |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
Personality cocktailFrom Go-Quiz.comLOL! I AM A COCK TAIL! My Best Friend is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) crazyjedi | | Our 56 common interests are: benji madden, benji/joel, blink 182, boybands, cheesehead, chester bennington, chewi, chobits, clamp, cowboy bebop, dogma, draco malfoy, elves, england, fanfiction, friends, good charlotte, guys with eyeliner, han solo, harry potter, humor, joel madden, johnny depp, josh harnett, justin timberlake, linkin park, lord of the rings, malice mizer, manga, matchbox 20, matrix, matt damon, music, orlando bloom, pet shop of horrors, pretty boys, queer eye, remus lupin, santana, savage garden, simple plan, sirius black, sirius/remus, slash, spike spiegel, spike/jet, star wars, tolkien, vampire chronicles, vash/wolfwood, weiss kreuz, werewolves, writing, x-men, yaoi, yoda | Who is your best friend?
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Damn Mia. <3. <3. | S | Sappy | | A | Awesome | | M | Mischievous | | A | Accurate | | N | New | | T | Tough | | H | Huge | | A | Ambivalent |
Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.com<3... | D | Dignified | | E | Energetic | | A | Altruistic | | T | Talented | | H | Healthy | | L | Little | | E | Elitist | | S | Simple | | S | Sophisticated | | R | Revolutionary | | A | Astounding | | V | Vigorous | | I | Ideal | | N | New | | G | Great |
Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.comThat is me! >>...<< |
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| 06:19pm 22/06/2004 |
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mood: weird music: D12 - My band
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Me and Josh have really hit it off. I'm doing things with him I've never done willingly with any guy before. I like him ALOT. I don't love him. But I do like him alot. I've never felt this way before... I mean. I'm putting him in front of my wants and needs and I'm constantly thinking of him and whenever he even TALKS to a girl I feel EXTREMLY jealous. I've never been that way before. Hell. I normally let the guyz cheat on me as long as I don't hear shit aboaut it. I don't care. I hate the way I feel for him. I don't want it. 'Shara says I'm in love but I know K-chan's wrong. I don't love anymore. |
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| 09:55am 11/06/2004 |
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Hey! WHat's up!!! I'm so freakin excited! Me and Josh are going out (I just almost typed Shawn, I am trippin')!! Aren't you proud of me? I've finally got a decent straight boyfriend, who is going to pay to take me out to lunch and the movies. We is going to see Shrek 2!
---<3
Sammy
BTW.. Mel, Alyssa, And Amanda.. You all are welcome to fly up for the summer. |
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| 10:20am 07/06/2004 |
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| Deathlessraving's LJ stalker is talking_egg! | | talking_egg is stalking you because you are really good at bowling. They are also not very liked around here! |
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| 10:29am 04/06/2004 |
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;x. Just updating some.
- Gotta work today. Should be boring cuz Josh isn’t there. Plus, the Jap class is having dinner and I can’t go cuz I’m working
- Yes, Kirby and I are back together. No It’s not because I’m in live with him but moreso I’m going to get him back for what he did
- -eye twitch- I am so tired. It’s not even funny
- My hair is blue
- And oh yeah. Pictures of Kirby and I will come soon. ;x Just need to get them developed (Even though I stuck them in about… 4 weeks ago) –lazy- |
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